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Part 2
03:15
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I don't know were to start this. I don't know what I'm trying to fix. I knew it would hurt, but when it started I thought it would be worth it. I don't know what we have left or what we had to begin with, but I miss you when I'm with you and I can't keep making this same mess.
I can't stand these long goodbyes. I can't stand this constant silence. I don't know what debt I owed, but I payed it. I've spent decades crumbling. You took the biggest piece of me. I've become such an empty person.
I know you warned me from the start. I know I didn't listen. I wish we could've done this better. I really hope we don't regret it.
I wish we had just talked about it while we had the chance. I wish you tried to hear me out, but I guess this never meant that much to you just like you said.
You never really cared enough to try to figure anything out. You never really cared to ease the pain of this huge letdown. You never cared enough to let me still be glad I met you. You never really cared enough, and I know I can't blame you.
I've become such an empty person.
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Overdue
02:43
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I don't know what I should say. I know it's my turn to pay, but I've got no money left. All my books are overdue, even the one I gave to you, and I have nothing left.
So I'll tell myself I've got something nice to say. I will tell myself I won't push my friends away. I will tell myself life is gonna feel okay again one day.
I watch the way it comes to you. It's something I could never do. I got a hole in my stomach the size of a bedroom. Well I can't be the only one who can't their fucking skeleton. I got a hole in my chest the size of a football field.
I'll tell myself I've got something nice to say. I will tell myself I won't push my friends away. I will tell myself life is gonna feel okay again one day.
I don't want to scream about all the things that I can't live without. I don't know where to go from here. I just know that I can't make it through a life like this another year.
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15
02:33
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Lying in a dark room hundreds of miles from home, thinking back to those sprawling gravel roads. Lemonade on early summer days.The freedom of night, the only light pollution coming from the headlights.
And thinking back to the graham crackers in the glovebox. A carsick journey, nothing around but fields and highways. The sorrow in the backseat, to the cabin in the woods. Falling off the top bunk. The backyard, the lake. The smell of campfire smoke in the air.
I never forgot that drive through the Minneapolis suburbs. My reflection is rippling in the water.
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